My dear dear sister,

Mother received your letter yesterday dated Nov. 21 by it, I find you "want a long letter from Mary"--and now I intend you shall have one. I do greatly rejoice with you my dear M. in your joy. I very well know the fond attachment between Mother and child. I dearly love your little boy, although a perfect stranger. I see you every day in imagination dressing your babe, watching every movement &c &c. It was entirely unexpected news to us and very joyful news too.¹ We think by mother's writing he is dreadful tickled! Mother says she used to think he was a man of sense but he has altered amazingly lately. And methinks Peggy feels a little silly in her old age. I do not wonder at it my dears. No doubt your darling is a treasure indeed! If his golden silken lock is an emblem of Calvin Brooks we at once pronounce him lovely. Much more do we want to see you than ever, and when your little son begins to smile and goo goo then tell him of his aunt Mary, and other eastern aunts with his grandmother and cousins who are all talking about him daily--and wondering if his old Father and Mother know how to take care of him. Is he fond of mangoes? Mother will give him one if he will come and get it when his uncle Edward comes on. I hope he will have sense enough not to think that "Sugar is Cranberries" as his mother used to in her young days.

We used often to wonder you did not write oftener last summer or say any thing about visiting N.H. in the fall? and thought, "Is it possible it can be so?" We hope all things will prosper so well that you can come on with brother Edward in the spring. The Doct promised you should come in five yrs--they have fled! and we have not seen you.

January 21^st--1838--I little thought my dear sister that so long a time would elapse before I closed this letter. First, I thought of waiting till after our Thanksgiving, which was the 6^th of Dec--then till after Christmas and so on till I saw Dr. Long--who said he would take a letter as far as Rochester. Since I last wrote you, many things have transpired which would be new and interesting to you--did we communicate oftener. It is nearly a year since I wrote to you. Mother's family were frequently writing and receiving letters and papers by whom I could hear all the news--and still procrastinated writing myself.

We were invited to spend Thanksgiving with sister L. but did not go--neither had any company except one or two to pass the evening. We had a most delightful Christmas a full Church good singing--pleasant weather--and every thing pleasant. It was a delightful season to me. I felt that it was truly a time of refreshing to the soul to celebrate the birth of Christ. I had 8 to dine--Louisa came up the Saturday before--Minister Chase Dr. Leach, Maj McA' and their wives Horace T and Mr. Dickey the preceptor who boards with us--invited Mother and Catharine but they were expecting a large party the next night, and were engaged preparing for it although it was Christmas day. I received a paper from you mailed on that day. I thought much of you, and do still think much of you and wish to see you. I do not allow myself to dwell on the thought of again meeting you and seeing you to converse verbally. It brings the subject too near home, and I almost imagine it a reality. Therefore drive it away, but did I know you was coming soon I should delight to dwell on the thought.

Since I last wrote to you I have united with the Episcopal Church. The 12^th of last March was indeed a solemn season. I dedicated myself and four children to God in baptism. Lucinda Wells at the same time and in Aug. the church was visited by our good Bishop Griswold. Meetings were held three days. Wednesday Eve the 6^th of Aug was set apart particularly for confirmation. There were 9 confirmed and I was happy to be of the number. It was a deli

¹ This statement would suggest that in 19^th century New England a pregnancy was not discussed even among a woman and her mother and sisters. The baby was Calvin Brooks McQuesten (Dr.) (Oct. 27, 1837-Feb. 19, 1912). To learn more about Margarette Barker Lerned [McQuesten] please see W0609.